What's new buttercup?

I just wish things were different between us. I know that I shouldn’t really be thinking like this but you’ve been playing on my mind for a long time. There’s so much I would love to tell you but our awkward mess we both created stops me. I wish we hadn’t jumped into things so quickly as this could’ve been a completely different story. I miss talking to you, I miss even the simplest of ‘hello’s. I miss you. I miss us